The swing club

At this point (around mid 2002), I began to wonder what was going on...was my wife just a slut? I traveled alot for business and I wondered if she had cheated on me over the years, maybe this was not something that had just developed, and in fact had been going on for our whole marriage. So I decided to ask Lisa directly. Her answer was unequivocal, she was not a slut, she was not a cheat, and she valued our marriage and relationship more than ever. She was very sincere and honest and I have no reason to doubt her.

Around this time, Lisa began getting interested in exploring the internet, she found a few sites for swing clubs and an erotic show and mentioned them to me. We went to this Erotic Show in NYC, which was like a big conference for people in the porn biz. It was kind of interesting and fun but since we weren't in the porn biz it really wasn't for us. Lisa suggested we leave the show around 10PM and check out the swing club, which was not very far away.

The club was a multi-level bar, nothing really obvious going on in the bar but Lisa started chatting with one guy at the bar, who told her that people play on the upper level. Lisa suggested we go to the upper level, where we found about 20 couples, in various stages of undress, either making out or having sex. We found a quiet corner and just kind of observed things for a while. Within a few minutes a couple moved close to us and started talking with Lisa. We all kind of hit it off and within an hour or so we invited them to join us for a drink at our hotel.

After a few drinks at the hotel bar, Lisa suggested we bring it up to our room. Once we arrived it was clear the guy wanted Lisa and visa versa. They began kissing on the bed and within minutes he was inside her. His wife and I were laying on the bed, just watching him fuck Lisa so furiously, as if we were not even there. Although I tried, it was obvious that his wife was not interested in having sex or playing at all with me. After some time, Lisa and the womans' husband both climaxed, he spilled his cum all over her ass while fucking her doggy style.

We all fell asleep, all on the same bed, he next to Lisa. The next morning I woke to the sounds of sex, Lisa was laying on her side, John was on his side behind her, he held her leg up with one hand and I could see him stroking his cock against Lisa's pussy lips with the other. She was facing me and I could see the pleasure he was giving her in her face. She looked at me, kissed me and then whispered, 'He's going to fuck me again, ok?'.

His cock was not huge, but the head was enornous. Her legs spread wider, he gave a loud groan and pushed his cock inside her again. A few minutes later Lisa got on her knees and elbows and he fucked her from behind again, exploding all over her ass and back. They left a little while later, we echanged phone # and said we would stay in touch, but never did.

Later Lisa told me she had a good time but had hoped the woman would want to play with me, she said she felt guilty for enjoying herself while I had no such luck, but she said she was horny and a bit tipsy and she had a one track mind at the time.
She said she liked the feeling of a big head inside her, she told me it made her cum because when he was inside her from behind, she could feel it hitting a spot inside her that made her cum so hard.

So another man fucked my wife on this night. And there would be more men over the next few months... I will post those stories very soon. Doubts crept back into my spinning head...The frequency of her trysts was seeming to increase, I once again began to wonder...

Is my wife just a slut? Is she a nymphomaniac? Or is this normal and something I should continue to accept...?

the story continues...

A few months went by with no real mention of what had happened nor any mention of it happening again. I pretty much was starting to think she had gotten it out of her system, whatever it was that she felt she needed to do, but I was wrong abou that. We occassionally had sex and it was all good, or seemed to be at least. One night while out to dinner, Lisa asked if I had heard from the young man she met in our earlier post:

http://diaryofarealhotwife.blogspot.com/2011/05/close-to-home-part-2-no-turning-back.html

I had been chatting with him over the months and he was very interested in getting together again with my wife. She told me to arrange another date as soon as possible which I did, for a saturday night 3 weeks away. Sex between us came to a halt at this point, although I didn't notice for a week or two. I soon came to understand that this denial of sex was intentional and it is how she would prepare me and herself for her date.


We were to meet at the same hotel bar for drinks and then I would get the room and ... As the date night approached Lisa went to get her hair and nails done, she wanted to look her best for him of course. Lisa showered and was about to get dressed and then told me meet her in the bedroom. She layed on a towel and told me to get my razor...

she wanted me to shave her pussy for him tonight. I did as she asked, as I was doing it she was moaning and saying things like, 'he will be in me in a few hours, he's going to fuck me like he did last time'. she made me make sure it was completely shaven before rinsing off in the shower again.

A few hours later we were off to the hotel bar. We met, had a few drinks and I could tell they were anxious to get to the room. Lisa asked me to go check in at the frint desk. Hard to describe the feeling of standing at the front desk and paying for a room that another man is going to fuck my wife in. I returned to the bar and she asked me for the keys, she asked if I would settle the bar tab then meet them in the lobby.

As the 3 of us walked through the lobby, I saw the man who checked me in, and for some reason I couldn't help feeling like he knew what was going on, although there was no way he could have.

When we got to the room Lisa asked me to get her bag from the car, then come back up to the room. In the bag was a bottle of wine, a change of clothes and our video camera. When I returned I realized I did not bring the key to the room, so as I was about to knock, I hear muffled moaning through the door. I am paralized, not knowing if I should knock or wait till I hear them talking. I am wondering what is going on in there, was he already fucking my wife? I was only gone 5-10 mins...Was she sucking his cock?

Finally I knocked, I heard her say 'Just a minute...' then some laughter...then the door opened. To my surprise they were both still dress, he was on the bed, Lisa's clothes looked alittle out of place...

They embraced on the bed as I opened and poured the wine, within minutes he was undressing Lisa. She called me over and told me to release her bra for her, her full breasts spilled out as I removed each from its holder. He reached over and fondeled each one, cupping them in his hand, her nipples quickly rising with excitment.

Lisa helped him out of his pants, and he layed her back on the bed, her blouse was in the way and she carelessly tossed it over to me, landing on my head. Althoug it made me feel somewhat rediculous, we all laughed and it kind of broke the heavy silence in the room. She soon layed back, spread her thighs for him, he slowly raised her hips up and removed her thong shaking his head in wonder at the site of my wifes perfectly hairly pussy. He quickly began lapping at my wifes' freshly shaven pussy and after a few minutes of moaning, lisa pulled him towards her. They kissed deeply and she reached down between his legs and positioned his thick heavy cock at her love hole. With one slow and deliberate thrust he was inside my wife, balls deep. It was that quick...in all of 4 or 5 minutes and his cock was in her, just as she had wanted it.

He fucked her for a long time, I was just sitting and watching as they changed positions and Lisa came time after time. I don't know what goes on in Lisa's head at moments like this...the moment where the head of her playmate's swollen cock is poised near the opening of her beautiful pussy...her pussy hovering over his hard cock. I would love to know what she thinks in that moment as she is about slide down on top of him. For me, seeing her pussy being entered and then stretched by another mans cock is such a mixture of feelings, fear, excitement as well as regret.

I think she realizes this too. Sometimes she will pause, right when she is about to slide down on her playmates stiff cock, and slowly, deliberately ease all the way down, her pussy engulfing his cock with warmth and pleasure. She does this, because she knows I am watching her fuck. I get excitement from watching her curvy ass slide and bounce up and down on another mans cock. I love watching her being an object of sexual desire. I love watching the looks of pleasure that wash across her face as she nears climax with another man.

He fucked her for several hours this night, they paced themselves and took breaks when things heated up beyound what either of them ccould take. She sucked his long fat cock with great skill and talent to get him hard after each break. Towards the end of the night, he was fucking her while she lay flat on her stomach, his legs stradeling her thighs. He pumped her furiously in this position, I could tell he was about to unload. This is a very exciting yet scary moment for a husband to witness. He is inside her without a condom, he could decide to pull out and cover her with his seed. He could also just blow it all inside her. There is nothing I can do to stop what was about to happen. I knew my wife knew he was about to cum, but she said nothing.


She was about to orgasm too and I knew she would not interupt that. He did not pull out. He gave a heavy groan, thrust deeply and then he spasmed as he filled my wife with his sperm.

Hard to describe the feelings I had at that moment. Lisa knew this guy well and felt comfortable with him. When he pulled out, she was exhausted and satisfied and very happy, saying 'that was soooo great!'. As she lay face down on the bed, her friend reached over and grabbed her ass, gently spreading her cheeks, revealing her now loose lips. Lisa's pussy was still contracting, slowly opening and closing, I was still in shock having witnessed this, I was somehow still video taping and I remember wondering if I was going to see his cum leak from her as I had seen countless times in porn movies. It did not leak really out, I could see it, it was in there, but he had made his deposit very deeply.

He would become a frequent partner of Lisa's and they have played and met several times since then.

When we returned home, I began thinking about what had happened and how things had changed so rapidly over the past year or 2. I never imagined the woman I had married a few years earlier would transform in such a profound way. Lisa was never promiscuous in her teens or 20's and it seemed very out of character to me. In considering this, I had to ask myself why this was happening. It seemed like I was on a train that had suddenly jumped the tracks and was headed in a totally different direction.

Our home life was still happy, we had a young child, a comfortable lifestyle and a great family. Yet, sexually, Lisa seemed restless and very adventurous. I began to think...this really isn't that bad, we are still happy, she just likes the excitement of this and I figured I wasn't really providing that for her. She didn't want to have affairs, or relationships with the men she had been with. She simply wanted sex. And it wasn't like she was doing it every day, or every week even. It was only when she got restless and I guess a bit horny.
I also recognized that all of these trists had a common link which was alcohol. Lisa seemed to loose her inhibitions with a few drinks, which I guess also seemed normal.

Somewhere during this timeframe I began to just accept that this was going to happen from time to time, and that it wasn't all that bad. Although the vision of these other men using my wife as if she was a slut was a bit hard to swallow, it was also exciting to see her in such a state of extacy.

These thoughts began to creep into my head more and more frequently and I would sometimes what the video to try to find clues as to what really turned Lisa on about these trysts. While on the one hand seeing the replay of other men fucking my wife was like awefull for me, it was also exciting. I remember watching the videos and thinking... if she just said no when he put his hands on her thigh, if she just didn't kiss him back or hadn't spread her legs as he ran his hands up her dress... this might turn out differently. But each time I saw how willing and wanting she was, seemingly needing what this other man was about to give her.

So this was clearly the beginning of a journey for us as a couple. We didn't know how long it would last or how to really deal with it but we were going to stay together as a happily married couple and see where this would lead. Day to day life was as normal as any, but there was a secret side of Lisa that no one else knew of other than her and I, and the men who had fucked her.

I found myself thinking about the guys she had been with and what they must be thinking. 3 of them had fucked her right in front of me, with no consideration, regret or guilt about it whatsoever. They must think I'm such a jerk to just sit by and let them fuck my wife and use her. Another (a family friend) had fucked her while i was away on a business trip and we would see him around town often. He knew he fucked Lisa of course, but he didn't realize Lisa had told me what they had done. Another fucked her while she was on a business trip. They all knew she was married, and they fucked her anyway.

Lisa and I didn't talk too much about it at this time, this was a very compartmentalized thing for us at this point. It struck me how normal we must seem to others in day to day life. It hit me one day while we were at a local amusement park with our kid. There she was, a 30 something mom, holding her 4 year olds hand waiting to go on the tea cup ride.

Yet we had a secret that no one could know. No one would ever suspect that the woman standing next to them had this promiscuous side, she had been fucked by 5 differnt men. Lisa had sexual needs and desires that I was not satisfying. I was beginning to accept that this small portion of our lives was something we were going to be dealing with for awhile.

The vacation

We planned our vacation months in advance and were very much looking forward to a relaxing 10 day getaway to a warm island in the Caribbean where we could unwind a bit. We flew first class, were staying in a very exclusive hotel, and were having a great time enjoying the weather, beach and bars and great restaurants. During our stay we would usually spend the day at the beach, pool or visiting local points of interest, then go out to dinner. After dinner we would then go to one of the bars or clubs to relax and enjoy the music or dancing. Each time we went to a bar or club I would get this feeling that Lisa was wandering away. She would offer to get us drinks then when she didn't return for 30 mins or more sometimes, I'd go looking for her and find her chatting at the bar with some guy or group of guys. It was all very innocent it seemed, but nevertheless in the back of my mind I guess I wondered how innocent it really was... On the final night of our stay, we planned to go to the best restaurant on the island for dinner and then to a club that had been highly recommended. After dinner we arrived at the club, the place was jumping with people, mostly a mixed crowd of younger 20-30 year olds. We walked around a bit and Lisa said she needed to use the ladies room, there was a line so I waited with her a while. Then I told her I would go to the mens room and then meet her near the bar in a few minutes. 20 mins later I still could not locate her. The bar was multi-level and I walked around for a while until I finally found her, standing at the back bar - talking with a guy. She introduced me to her new friend, Max, he was a young looking, maybe late 20's, stocky build black man. He was a local islander, knew all the best places to party and seemed very friendly. Lisa finished her drink and he quickly fetched another for her, actually bought a round for us all. While he was getting the drinks, Lisa whispered in my ear, "He's really nice, I like him, what do you think?". Trying to evade the point I knew she was trying to make, I said, "yeah, he seems nice, most people here on this island are nice". When he returned, Lisa and he talked and laughed, and finally she leaned over and said Max knows of a club a few miles away that is really good that he wanted to take us to. I was not sure I wanted to leave the place we were at, but I agreed and we got in his car and he drove the short drive to the club. When we arrived, the people at the door knew Max, he was a regular and well known I guess. We entered the club, Max's Friends greeted him and he introduced us to maybe 15 different people within the first few minutes. They were all locals, all mid 20's and all black. The 3 of us sat down at a table, Max ordered more drinks for us all and then excused himself to got to the men's room. Lisa leaned over the table and said 'Did you notice we are the only white people in this place?'. I told her i noticed, and I'd bet most of the other people here noticed too. Max returned, he asked Lisa if she wanted to dance, she said 'let's go!' and left for the dance floor. I could see her from the table, it was just dancing but also noticed Mac had his hands all over her at times. I could see his friends on the dance floor giving him high fives and laughing. Lisa was enjoying the attention and was really getting into dancing, she danced with a few of his friends then went back to Mac. They came back to the table, and when we couldn't find the waitress for another round, they went to the bar together to get them. As I was sitting there waiting, I thought to myself I know what this is leading up to, the writing is on the wall. Lisa was already Little drunk, it would not take much to get her juices flowing - and it looked to me like they were already at full flood stage. When they came back, we talked and finished our drinks. It was probably 1 AM, I leaned over and asked if she was ready to leave soon. She leaned over to Mac, they talked, then she leaned back to me and said "Yes, we're all set" As we walked out of the club, I expected to grab a taxi but Mac insisted that he would give us a lift to our hotel which was just a few miles down the road. Lisa jumped in the front with him and I sat in the back. As we drove I saw Mac's hand reach over to Lisa's thigh, his hand reaching between them and Lisa putting her hand over his arm. She leaned back and I saw her ever so slightly spread her thighs. She was wearing a short dress and could see his hand was reaching upwards. The car was eerily quiet except for the sounds of the road and the radio playing low in the background. We arrived at the hotel a few minutes later. I said goodbye and thank you to Mac and then opened the door and got out. When Lisa did not open her door, I looked in and saw him leaning over and kissing him. One hand was between her legs, the other behind her head. A guy we had seen at our hotel earlier that day walked by at this point, he said hi to me, then he glanced in the car and saw what was going on there, he just looked back at me and then quickly looked away. I felt really uncomfortable at this point, not knowing what to do, standing outside the car watching my wife make out with this black guy. Lisa got out of the car, and then the driver side door opened. She walked over to me and said 'Mac's going to come up to our room for a night-cap. You don't mind do you hunny?'. Mac was standing there looking at me and all I could say was 'sure that's fine' When we got to the room, Lisa told me to open a bottle of wine for them. As I opened the bottle and poured the 3 glasses they went out on the balcony. He put his hands on Lisa's waist and pulled her close. She turned to him and soon they were embracing, kissing passionately. His hands ran up her back, then lifted her dress and grabbed her ass. I could hear her moan and he ran his hands up and down her curvy body. I hear her laugh then she calls me and says 'Where's our wine honey?'. I brought the glasses of wine out to the balcony, pretending not to have seen what I just saw. As we sip the wine Mac says 'you have a fine woman here, you're a lucky man, she's a real spitfire'. Lisa suggested we go inside and she sat on the couch, Mac sitting next to her, I sat on the chair nearby. Then they started to make out right there in front of me. Lisa's back was to me and I saw him reach behind her and try to find the zipper on her dress. The zipper was stuck, I hear Lisa say to him 'he will do it', 'Honey can you get my zipper?' I leaned over and unzipped her dress, the zipper went to just below the waist and once it was down I knew there was no stopping what was going to happen. He quickly pulled her dress from her shoulders to her waist. She turned her back to me showing her bra strap and said 'Please...'. I unhooked her bra, her big breasts fell from them like melons. He started sucking them as she leaned back on the couch moaning. After a few minutes, Lisa stood up, let her dress fall to the floor and told me to turn out the light. She asked for more wine, I told her she had already had too much but she insisted. As i poured the wine for her, She whispered to me 'he's going to fuck me, you know that don't you', then she headed over to the the bed. Mac said 'you have an incredible wife, I'm going to really enjoy fucking her'. He said 'I bet she has a really tight white pussy, doesn't she?' I said 'I guess you'll be finding out pretty soon'. He said 'I know I will, but when I'm done it won't be tight any more'. She layed back on the bed, I handed her her wine. Lisa said, 'what about Mac?, Pour a glass for him too!. And you better pour one for yourself...you're going to need it' They had a good laugh at that one. She layed back on the bed and Mac laid next to her. She pulled him close, they kissed, his hands running up and down her body. She reached for my hand and held it as he sucked on her breasts. In a flash He removed her panties, a skimpy thong really and started fingering her pussy. He went down on her, licking her pussy as she moaned and bucked her hips. She spread her thighs to give him full access. He raised up, kissed her on the lips and pulled down his shorts. His cock was hard as a rock, it was the first time I ever saw a black cock, I remember it was very thick but not huge, but compared to me he was easily a third bigger in size. He positioned himself between her legs, she grabbed his cock, and told me to bring her pocketbook over. I was confused until she reached in and pulled out a condom. I had no idea she had purchased them. She stroked his cock and expertly slid the condom on him, then pointed the head at the lips of her pussy and he began his long slow and very deliberate thrust into my wife. I remember seeing her small white hand wrapped around his black shaft and how she pointed it right at her love hole. Lisa moaned softly as he plowed deeper and deeper inside her. " I found I became excited thinking, this is a complete stranger, a young black man she had met only hours before, and using my wife like she was a slut. I had brought our video camera to capture some of the great scenery of the island but now I wanted to capture this excitement. I turned on the camera and placed it on the credenza. He was fucking her furiously now, and I could hear them groan and their flesh slapping together with each thrust. They went at it for about a half hour, then took a break. Lisa went to the ladies room to freshen up and Mac turned to me and said 'Your wife loves my black cock, you're not going to be able to keep her from it' It was now around 3 AM, but Lisa wanted more. She lay on the bed and she started sucking his cock to get him hard again. He still had the condom on so he reached down, pulled it off and told her to suck it. Lisa got him semi hard and wanted him inside her again. She looked over at me and said 'you enjoying this?' 'Pull down your pants, I want to watch you jerk off while he fucks me'. Lisa straddled him and positioned his cock to enter her. She called me over and told me to get a condom from the bag. She told me to open it and put it on him. I said 'what!!??' she repeated 'put it on him'. I had no idea how to react to this but i did as she asked. I opened the package, reached down below her ass which was perched just above his cock and fumbled as I tried to roll the rubber on his cock. I finally got it on him and then he said 'now put it inside'. I pointed his cock at the wet opening and then he pushed her down on him. I remember seeing her slide down his black pole and moaning as he drove deeper and deeper. She told me to sit in the chair, she wanted to see me jerk off. He fucked her in this position for a while, she kept saying 'I want you to jerk off, watch him jerk off Mac, fuck me Mac'. He Fucked her furiously, as I sat a few feet away and jerked off and watched his black pole slide in and out of my wife's pussy. I remember thinking at least he is wearing a condom, I was sure he was going to cum any minute now. Lisa came twice while he was fucking her this way, her body shuddering and quivering with each orgasm. She rolled off him and started blowing him again, still not satisfied. He pulled the condom off again then rolled her over onto all fours and spread her ass cheeks. He positioned her at the end of the bed and started fucking her doggy style. I knew he did not have a condom on at this point. Lisa looked over to me and said, 'keep jerking off, but don't cum until he does' I did not have to wait long...Mac fucked her hard and I remember the curve of her arched back allowing him full and deep access to her pussy. Mac then said 'you want it inside?'...Lisa and I both didn't understand what he meant. He repeated, 'Inside or outside?' finally realizing by the pace of his thrusts what he meant and much to my relief, my wife replied 'outside'. He pulled out and splatted her ass and back with his sperm. they lay there for a while, then Mac got dressed and was ready to leave. He shook my hand and said thank you, which I thought was very nice of him. I will never forget what he said to me 'I fucked your wife the way she needs to be fucked, now she's always going to want black cock' He was right. After he left Lisa asked me if I enjoyed that, seeing him fuck her and use her. I told her it was hard to watch but I could not stop. She said come here and fuck me. As I entered her, I could feel the difference immediately. And so could she, she said 'can you feel how he stretched me out? He stretched my pussy, now fuck me.' I fucked her and all i could think about was how his cock had been inside her minutes ago. i became more excited as she whispered, 'he fucked your wife' over and over in my ear. she sensed I was about to cum and arched her back, opened her legs and said 'fill me!'. I flooded her and then we soon fell asleep exhausted. The next day on the way to the airport, Lisa asked what I thought of last night. I said it was very unexpected but I knew she was enjoying herself. She said 'you know I think he was right, about what he told you before he left...I've always been curious about black men, now I finally think I know what I've been missing

the rules of play according to Lisa

So I'm now realizing that my wife wants to see other men. She does not want to have an affair, she just seems to want the sex, and the excitement that being with another man brings her. I'm slowly coming to grips with this, and while I don't necessarily like the idea, I know our marriage and family is otherwise very fulfilling for us both - it's just something we are going to have to deal with. Lisa told me she enjoyed having me watch her, she felt it added to the excitement both she and her partner felt and that she felt secure with me knowing what was going on. She felt it was not cheating, since I was there and I was aware of what she was doing. That was very important to her since she would not want to be one of those women who cheats and lies to her husband.

She asked if I was ok with being involved, if I would mind helping her find suitable men for her to meet. She said it would be good for me since I would have a role in it rather than just a wittness to it. I said that it might be a good thing for me, that I would try it. Lisa said 'You know what I like' see if you can find it for me. She suggested I place some ads on swinger sites and describe what 'we' were looking for...she went on to tell me what she wants and needs:

• She only wants men with large cocks, thickness and girth are very important to her, length secondary but also important. She said 8 inches or more is what she likes.




• She only wants young in shape men who are attracted to older women




• Only men who are comfortable fucking her with me present




• She said race was not an issue but she was not attracted to asian men




• She does not like hairy men




• She prefers muscular men

So I placed a few ads and a photo of her and we recieved hundreds of replies. I began chatting with some of them on yahoo trying to weed out the jerks from men I thought my wife would be interested in. A few months later, we had several men who we thought were suitable but no time to meet.

We did however set aside time for a much needed vacation to the carribbean. Just Lisa and I, no kids or responsibilities. I really was looking forward to spending some one on one time with my wife, but while we spent alot of quality time together, my wifes insatiable needs once again took over...as you will find out in my next post

"So what did you think about last night?"

The morning after was very strange indeed. We had gotten home at around 3AM from the hotel and Lisa was exhausted and fell asleep within minutes, no shower, and she didn't say much. The next day was a typical Sunday morning in almost every way, the kids came down for breakfast, Lisa made breakfast for them, we read the paper and talked as if nothing had happened the night before. As we sat there, I began to have flashbacks from the night before, images of my wife with her legs spread wide, the sounds her mouth made as she sucking his cock, I remembered hearing him moaning in as she blew him, how he held her hair back to show me her mouth and hand sliding up and down his shaft.



An hour or 2 later the kids were out doing their thing and Lisa and I sat in the kitchen sipping coffee. As I sat there, sipping our coffee Lisa broke the silence and said, "So what did you think about last night?".

I said "I thought you enjoyed yourself, how was it?" She went on to tell me how great it was and that she hadn't had orgasms like that so so long. She said he was so big and that excited her even more, she said she liked having me there and asked if I was uncomfortable.


I told her honestly that he seemed like a very nice guy and that made it easier for me, but I wanted to know what it was that made him so much better than the sex we had together. With that, Lisa put down her coffee and told me to come upstairs to the bedroom with her.

She dropped her robe climbed into bed and invited me in. I will never forget that moment...she guided my head between her thighs, rolled her hips and moaned. She spread her thighs wide and said "Taste me". Her pussy was so wet and I could still smell his scent on her. She held my head between her thighs and said "Taste it, honey, he fucked me so good". She quickly came to orgasm and then pulled me up and said "now fuck me like he did".

I was so excited and hard that I slid inside Lisa easily. No lube needed this morning. I went in so easily...then she said "feels different doesn't it...?"
I began to think about what happened the night before. 'He' had been in there too. I fucked her furiously as these thoughts went through my head. She said "He fucked your wife, how do you feel about that", "his cock stretched my pussy, you feel the difference dont' you?"

I did feel the difference and I tried to hold off as long as I could and hopefully bring Lisa to another orgasm, but it was all too intense and as i was about to cum she told me to "pull out, I want to see you cum". I quickly exploded on her pussy and splattered her belly.

As we lay there, she told me to spread the cum on her belly and pussy, it was a wet sticky mess, but i did as she asked. I then asked her if she came and she said she had not. She said, "I came so much last night, I'm not really surprised you couldn't get me off, it's ok" She went on to say she couldn't believe how thick and long he was, and how "that's what makes me cum".

Afterwards, I just has to deal with it, the painful anxious reality that my sweet beautiful wife, the mother of our children has been fucked by another man.

she slowly, shyly confessed to me what’s been going on, how long she has had these unfulfilled sexual desires, that she didn’t mean to hurt me, and that she still loves me. Still, I felt humiliated, inadequate, and somewhat lost and confused. I asked her if she would like to stop, to please stop having sex with other men, she said she wanted to be honest, and she tells me that she can’t really promise me anything because she doesnt’ know, that she’s confused.
After more talking, she eventually tells me that if i wants to leave her, she’ll understand. She says knows it’s all her fault. But she loves me, and that’s not what she wants. I want to be with her, I wants her to stay. And I'm feeling desperate because even though every fiber of my being does not want to accept this, I also don’t want to lose her and our marriage and family life are otherwise perfect.


After more talking, Lisa gains the strength and confidence to honesty explain to me that if we are to remain together, if I really want to stay with her, our relationship is going to have to change. She explains that she’s just being honest with me. That’s when I realize that the price of staying together will be I'm going to have to get used to the idea of sharing her with other men. She doesn’t put it quite that bluntly, but I know what she means.

Close to home (part 2) - No turning back

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