Saturday, April 26, 2014

Finally an update

Haven't posted in a while due to various reasons but not all that much has changed. I left off explaining the mixed feelings I have being a cuckolded husband. None of that has or will ever change as long as she continues to see other men. Over the past few years her desires have not waivered, but she has been more selective and more interested in finding a steady partner to satisfy her needs. She has in fact found someone she sees regularly and I'll write more about that in a upcoming post.

Although by most people's standards I think Lisa would be considered a 'slut', my wife never considered herself that way - except after those occasional nights where she went out and picked up someone. There was a time she would go out and pick up a man and have sex with him and that was the end of it. Yes that is a bit slutty, but sometimes her urges overcome her and she just does what comes naturally. We both realize that this can happen at just about any time, but Lisa has made an effort to minimize these types of encounters. For her it was very exciting and ego boosting - meeting a new man, seeing and knowing how they desired her and all, but she would often feel some guilt and regret afterwards. So, it's been more selective and planned lately than spontaneous and random, and I'm very happy about that.

Lisa is just 5'1" tall, about 135 pounds and if you've seen her pictures and videos what you will notice is that she is very curvy and her hips are wide and thick. By nature, many men are attracted to this shape because it is a sign of fertility and femininity - her hips are wide to facilitate breeding and her breasts are large to nurture. This is all very subconscious of course, but I believe this is fundamentally why many men find women who are curvy sexually desirable. Lisa's desire for viral young well men with big cocks is in part, also based on these similar subconscious urges. It's a primal urge for both and it makes sense when I think about it in those terms. She is also a very beautiful woman, so of course I understand why men, young and old find her to be very sexually desirable. Since she has been doing this for many years, we are able to talk about her sexuality from time to time - although it's not a subject we discuss regularly.

While many women find men of size to be painful, my wife finds that size is what she needs to orgasm. It's the combination of length and girth, the feeling of fullness she has with a big dick inside her that somehow makes her orgasm most powerfully. I've known this for many years and I often wondered why it was so important to her, but I've learned that size matters to her because it's what she needs to climax. It seems that most women can climax either by clitoral or "G" spot stimulation, but Lisa is built differently. While she can orgasm by both clitoral and 'G' stimulation, she gets the most amazing orgasms only with deep penetration, when the man is able to stimulate her cervix with the head of his cock. I've asked her about this and She has told me that she can feel them pushing against the entrance to her womb and that feeling, for some reason, gives her massive orgasms. Mind you that this is far deeper than most men, including myself can reach. And this is why you will often see her holding and pulling her partner as deep as possible inside her. For me, knowing that I will never be capable of reaching this place and satisfying her needs is somewhat humiliating. When they are inside her, I wonder what it must feel like for them...I sit there and witness this and know that they are capable of giving her such pleasure. But knowing that she is unusual in this area, I've come to accept it and it's something I've been able to live with.

For now, Her interest remains with very well endowed unattached younger men. It sometimes puzzles both Lisa and I as to why young men have so much interest in her. We know that she likes younger men because of their energy and virility. They stay harder longer, they recover fast and they are capable of so much more, sexually speaking, than a man my age. But why are these young men interested in a woman who in many cases is old enough to be their mother. It turns out, most of them are initially attracted to her because of her curvy shape - the universal sign of female fertility. Many of them seem to also like her sexual freedom and her pure desire and pursuit of sexual gratification. She gets off on the fact that she can still attract young guys, and I suppose it's partially and ego thing, but the main thing seems to be that, unlike men my age, they excite her.

She has no preference as far as race goes, but she is attracted to black men in particular. It may be because ever since her first black male, none have ever disappointed her sexually and generally all the ones she's met have been well above average in size. I'm generalizing here but it also seems that blacks enjoy women with her shape, women who are thick, fleshy and meaty with ample ass. Lisa has all that and has used her assets to attract them when she wants to.

Over the past few years she's been with several black men and a few white. I'll start with one of the white fellows...This was about 3 years ago...

This guy was 29 and fucked her in our marital bed several times
She sucked his cock
He fucked her
She helped him get in
And then rode him
She spread her legs and Then he took her
on her back and gave her his full length

And then filling the void
The deed is done, It is finished
Videos from this night ....