Wednesday, December 23, 2015

The moment I became a cuckold husband

The moment I became a cuckold
Lisa has had many men over the past 20 or so years. I've gotten over the most uncomfortable parts of this and I would say that our marriage is a happy one and otherwise normal. I get it, I understand why I've become a cuckolded husband. The thought of another man having sex with my wife is both gut wrenching and somehow exciting for me.

For me, being a cuckold means I've been rejected and replaced sexually. Another man has taken my place in this most intimate part of our marriage. Seeing her fully accept another man, knowing that he knows that I know that she wants him (and not me) is not easy to accept. I realize that most bulls goal is to fuck my wife and I know the bull couldn't care less about how I feel about that.

When a bull comes into the relationship, he alters an existing bond between two people. There is an emotional bond and a sexual bond in most good marriages. Lisa and I have agreed there should never be anything that interferes or hurts our emotional bond. We both feel that the strong emotional bond is required to give us both the comfort to include a third person in the sexual part of our relationship.
However, the sexual bond is entirely different. Not only CAN the bull break that bond, he MUST break it. Breaking our sexual bond, and then bonding sexually with my wife is the essential part of cuckolding and every bull must understand this.  When it comes to sex, Lisa should think of her bull first and only.

So how does the bull break the sexual bond of a couple?

Believe it or not, in our case it happened when the bull suggested to Lisa that I should be involved. It can happen in many ways I suppose but no matter how it happens the bull must remain in charge. Have the cuckold suck his wife’s breasts or rub her clit when you’re fucking her. Have him grab her ankles and pull her legs wider apart when you’re pumping your cock into her. Have him go down on her before you fuck her, to get her wet and ready. Have him kiss his wife deeply while you make her cum. All these things have led to my cuckolding.

You can do anything you want, as long as he gets involved. At times when he’s doing something be sure tell him to stop and go sit back down. Show him that you’re in control. Another thing to do is tell him to take out his inferior dick out and masturbate while he's watching his wife get fucked. Tell him to cum while watching his wife getting laid. Again, use your imagination, as long as you’re telling him reasonable things to do. Remember, the wife will be watching too, and she will notice how much more dominant you’re becoming.

How does the bull ultimately cuckold the husband?

Once things have progressed to this point the wife should really be into you, and should see you as the Alpha Male. In her eyes, you should have completely replaced her husband in the bedroom. If she still seems to split her allegiance between him and you, or if you just want to take it to a deeper level, consider the ultimate step: making the husband put your cock in his mouth.

Believe it or not this has nothing to do with gay or bi-male sex. It’s strictly about domination. If you’ve ever watched wildlife footage of a wolf pack, you’ve noticed the body language of other males when they’re around the dominant Alpha Male. They maintain a low body stance, and even physically roll over showing their underbelly. They submit completely. Not only does the Alpha Male see this, all of the female wolves notice it too. That’s why the Alpha Male gets the females.
My wife Before, so pretty and neat...
Entry about to begin

He's inside
11 inches of BBC Balls deep

Riding him
Aftermath1, the mess he made

aftermath 2

aftermath 3

Aftermath 4

If you REALLY want the wife to be “yours” sexually, let her watch you being dominant over her husband. When the our true cuckolding started both Lisa and I would have agreed there is no way you could ever get me, her husband to suck the bulls cock. But in our case, in the heat of her passion, this particular bull enlisted her help to get me to do it. When you did get me to do it, I saw how it impressed her and aroused her at the same time. It is truly a power trip for the bull.
In this case, we’re NOT talking about a blowjob. That’s for the Lisa to do. He did this because he wanted my wife to see her own husband take his cock into his mouth.
Once things reached this point, Lisa saw him as the Alpha Male and she saw that I submitted to him. He knew it, Lisa knew it and I knew it.

Here is how it happened to me on that day in 2008

Several years ago (2008) we met this very dominant alpha bull, 30 years old, black with a cock the length of my forearm. This video is our first meeting with him, In fact it is partially comprised of a clip I posted here back in 2008. In that original clip, I edited out the parts you will see here. They were too difficult for me to accept at that time, but after 20 years of seeing my wife enjoy other men, I have come to terms with my lot as a cuckolded husband, The clip begins with foreplay as usual, then my wife reveals his huge black cock and begins to orally satisfy him. I video as she pleases him, quietly watching as things unfold. Moments later she tells me i'm going to 'get involved'. Her bull strokes and taunts me with his 11 inch cock and tells me to look at it, he tells my wife to 'push his head down on it' and moments later he is pushing it into my mouth. My wife, gets on top of my back and pushes my head down on it, then she reaches around and begins stroking it into my throat. He then lifts his BBC back and makes me lick his big black balls in front of my wife. Moments later I think that it is over, as he has turned his attention to my wife again. But instead, he stands up and shoves it in my mouth once again, then lays back and has her feed it to me. She then cuckolds me further, she strokes it into my mouth, as she continues to smile and watch. It is a very rare look at the moment of complete cuckolding and humiliation by my wife and a true bull. It is the beginning of my becoming a full cuckold to her and sub to the bull. This is how a bull cuckolds the husband - once he has gotten the wife to witness her husbands acceptance of another mans' dominance over him, she no longer sees the cuckold as a sexual partner, the bull has taken that from me in this video. In fact it makes you more of a Bull, because dominance is the essence of being the Bull. You're taking charge and asserting your dominance over them both, by demonstrating your dominance over him. Remember one simple fact: The more dominant the bull is over the husband, the more naturally submissive the husband and wife both become. This is the key to the relationship! It naturally reinforces the bulls dominance, and my wife will sexually always respond to that more. Women naturally gravitate toward the most dominant male. Its a part of their instincts, even if they don't realize it! You see when the bull forced me to suck his cock in front of my own wife then he proved to everyone that he's confident, capable and in charge. He proved that I'm willing to submit to him, and that is what makes a bull and what makes a cuck.

You can see the full video of becoming a cuck here:
The moment I became cuckold
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Friday, September 18, 2015

Cuckold Hub Gets Fed Bull Cum

Another hotel date, another night of cuckolding...Some background info first: The video is two parts of the same recent date. After fucking Lisa for several hours earlier in the evening, my wife and her bull sleep peacefully for several hours. I left the camera running and it captured the moments shortly before and after he left the hotel. Her bull needed to be at work early, so he set his alarm for 6 AM. When he woke, he also woke up Lisa and began to get his last licks in. He was laying next to her, both of them naked, spooning and soon began penetrating her. I lay next them, in my shorts, still locked in chastity and pretended to be asleep, but a few moments later, he noticed I had moved and he told me to lick her as he fucked her on her side. You can't see any of that part because we were under the covers. So this clip begins as he tells me lay on my back, Lisa quickly straddles my face, and her bull moves into position behind her to mount her doggy style. His black balls dangle near my face, he instructs me to "Stick it in...BITCH". I position his black cock at the entry to my wife's wet pussy and he begins to slowly work his way inside her. A few moments latter he is fucking her furiously, I can hear his balls slapping against Lisa's clit, as she moans with each powerful thrust of his BBC. He slows down, pulls her hips back towards his rigid member and drives his BBC deep, causing her to gasp as he reaches the opening of her womb. He continues fucking my wife passionately and he tells me to "Lick my balls...BITCH". I do as he asks, licking his big black balls over and over for him each time he partially withdraws his cock from my wife's pussy. His pace begins to quicken, Lisa tells him, "Do it, Do it, Do it!" He replies. "Ok, you got it" and begins to pund her furiously again. Moments later, he explodes for the second time inside my wife. the first part of the video ends there...

 The second part begins just after He left our hotel room. Both Lisa and I were wide awake from what had just happened. Lisa asked me to open the black-out shades to let in the morning light and Lisa and I lay on the bed. She allowed me to remove my chastity lock and the second part picks up as I began to masturbate laying next to her. She told me to put my finger in her pussy to feel what he had left for me. I could tell she was getting aroused again, and Lisa unexpectedly gets up and straddles my face. She positions her pussy at my mouth, I know what she I begin to lick her. At first I did not detect anything very different, but within a few moments, Lisa begins to moan and grind her pussy against my face and mouth. Her full breasts heave, her hips, thighs and belly begin to tense. Seconds later, She leans back and orgasms powerfully. We can see her shapely body shaking and gently convulsing as she straddles my face.

At that moment, a flood of her bulls sperm is released from its' place deep inside my wife. I gasp, my arms flail as I struggle beneath her, as his seed seeps from her. Unable to move, I eat the meal her bull has left and she has just fed me.

You can see the entire move here Cuckold Hub Gets Fed Bull Cum 1

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Wednesday, March 18, 2015

Pre-date night anxiety

Lisa's BF contacted me earlier this week and wanted another date with her... tomorrow evening. He will be coming over around 8 or 9 PM Thursday night and although they've been together many times, I always feel an uncomfortable anxiety before the date. I suppose I should be used to it by now but I always feel a pit in my stomach before each date. I can't explain the reason for this and I struggle to understand it.

Lisa has been seeing men for over 20 years now.  There have been random spontaneous one-nighters, planned meetings with men who she expressed interest from online contact, as well casual acquaintances, some semi-regular partners and in most recent years, the young man she considers to be her 'boyfriend'. I guess I'm happy that she has someone she feels comfortable with and who she trusts, but the thought of my wife giving herself to him so freely can sometimes bring me to the point of feeling nauseous, especially in the hours before they meet.

With that comfort comes some mixed feelings for me. He is very good for her in many ways. He is young, athletic, enthusiastic about giving Lisa what she needs and has a very large black cock - which my wife seems to love. Really everything she could ever want. Their sexual compatibility and chemistry can't be denied, even by me, her husband. I try to imagine how he must feel. He knows he is able to satisfy my wife, he knows I know that she has wants him sexually and not me. He knows he is 20+ years younger than her and I and I wonder sometimes what a feeling of power and superiority that must be for him.

Although I accepted my place as a cuckold husband, it is a retched place to be at times like just before her dates arrive. Once they are together I still feel anxiety, but I get to a more peaceful place of acceptance of what's happening. After all once he is with her, there is nothing I can do to stop what is happening.  He will fuck my wife. Lisa will have orgasms with him. Then he will leave and we will go on with our normal lives until their desire for each other bring him back for more.

If you've followed this blog at all, you know that most of the men Lisa has been with do not cum inside her. That is the most humiliating thing another man can do to a cuckold like myself. Accepting the sperm of another man is the ultimate form of cuckoldry. There have been a few, who in the heat of the moment have done it, but most have pulled out. Her current lover has reached a significant place with regard to this. He has cum inside her several times over the past 2 years and most recently she actually asked him if he was going to do it - which of course he did. Accepting and actually wanting another man's sperm is a big step for Lisa. I accept that it is natural for him to want to do this as well. It is natural for a man to want to leave his seed inside a woman, but in this case, the woman is my wife and when he ejaculates inside her I am cuckolded to another level. Lisa is 53 years old and is going through change of life, nevertheless, I know His sperm will swim be inside my wife trying to find their mark for hours after he leaves.

Wish me luck, I will have a very sleepless and restless night especially after the text I exchanged with him earlier today.

Sunday, February 1, 2015

Cucked again in my own bed

These are some screen captures of a very recent date Lisa had with her regular partner. He has been seeing her on and off over the past few years and last week she invited him over to spend the night. The photos are self explanatory, the night began with drinks and conversation and then progressed to our bedroom. There, I was cuckolded by him while Lisa looked on, what followed was some very passionate sex and an evening no one will forget.

After many months of meeting solo, Lisa invited her black steady over for the evening. He has become Lisa's regular partner, she has been seeing him on her own from time to time over the past year or so, which is why we haven't posted lately. He is 29 years old, black and over 6 foot tall. Even though there is almost a 25 year age difference between them, they have developed a strong bond and sex between them has been improving steadily over time. I'm posting this video to show you the psychological aspect of cuckolding. Many think cuckolding is just fucking another man's wife. But a in our case, the most successful bull controls the sexual mind of both the wife and the cuckold.  I'm writing this a few days after what you see in the video and I've had time to talk to Lisa, and most importantly to think about and truly understand what happened
Shortly after he arrived earlier this week, Lisa told me to help prepare the bedroom.

The first parts of the videos are posted here
and there is a short version below with some stills.

He texted me the next day

At least he asked...