Understanding and accepting Creampies

If you are reading this blog then chances are you know what a "Creampie" is. As a cuckolded husband, I've experienced and witnessed this sex act many times with my wife and several different men she's been with. To say I have mixed emotions on this would be a ridiculous understatement. For me, it's both terrifying and wildly erotic at the same time. My hope is that writing this will help me (and perhaps you) understand why I have these mixed feelings.

If you've seen our videos, you know that when Lisa is with another man, she often enjoys them bareback. This is a matter of both her preference and sometimes the spontaneity of the meeting. Her sole focus is on having sex and the condom is often a discarded fleeting thought. Plus, after having a few drinks, her sex drive is in overdrive, and many of her inhibitions and fears are gone.

When she was of child bearing age there was always the fear of pregnancy after her trysts. Most of the bulls pulled out, but a few did not. This act is one that certain bulls thrive on. Some of them  would chat with me afterwards and brag that they bred her. Luckily there were no miss-haps even though there were a few nervous moment over the years. Lisa is now 52,  and thankfully we no longer need to be concerned about pregnancy  - especially since she is so active with her steady BBC partner.

The first bull to cum inside her was actually the second man she ever played with. Lisa really liked him and seem to give herself completely to him. I watched helplessly as he inseminated her the first time. I had no idea he was going to do this, he gave no warning as he neared climax,  there was no time to ask him to stop and pull out.

He fucked her for about 40 minutes and then suddenly he stopped and pulled out and rolled over. He was done. That was it. He emptied his balls in my wife, he had filled her with his sperm and there was no way to undo that now. I saw his sperm coating  his big cock as he laid back on the bed, he then thanked me and told me how great it was. Lisa just laid there and then asked me to get her a drink. I was stunned and reeling from what I just saw.

In full disclosure,  I must admit that even now, when I see a man enter my wife bareback, my stomach still begins to twist into a knot. A few years ago, while we were on vacation,  she met a bartender at the hotel we were staying at. He was black and no more than 20 years old and Lisa told me wanted him. They became friendly when I went to spend an afternoon on the golf course.

The next night, she invited him to our room after he got off from work. She told me he was nervous and wanted to be alone with her, so she told me I needed to wait on the balcony.  Then took she him into the bedroom, where he fucked her as I waited. I heard him slap her ass, I heard their bodies slamming together, I heard Lisa moaning and screaming with pleasure and within 20 minutes he was gone.  Lisa stepped out onto the balcony to tell me what happened. She told me he fucked her so well and she came so hard, but she wanted more. He told her he needed to leave to pick up his friend and that also told me he did not cum. She was still aroused and not completely satisfied, so she invited me into the bedroom and pushed my head between her thighs. As I licked her, I realized that there was no doubt - he had silently cum inside her and then left.

After her bull cums in her they often leave shortly afterwards. After all, they've got what they wanted and they're ready to move on. As I lay next to her in our bed, my mind races. Lisa is usually exhausted, but I'm wide awake thinking about what just happened. I think about his sperm swimming inside her, making their way deep inside her.

Sometimes she or the bull will tell me to lick it. Eating another man's sperm from your wife is hard to come to grips with. Lowering my head to lick his seed is how they bull makes me accept that I've been cucked by him. The taste of semen is unmistakable. It is slippery and it is thick and sticky when it is freshly deposited. It becomes thin and runs out easily after only a few minutes. It's salty and pungent in taste, sometimes it is sweeter but it always leaves a taste in my mouth that takes a long time to forget. It usually tingles when I taste it. It makes me think that maybe the tingling is the sperm swimming around in my mouth causing this sensation, but I'm pretty sure that's probably not the cause.

I know sperm can swim for days trying to fertilize the eggs inside my wife. For days afterwards I imagine just that...this mans' sperm are swimming inside her as she makes dinner for our family.  And so sometimes I try to lick it all out so that after he leaves I can feel better that the sperm is all gone and it's no longer inside her.

Showing me what he left behind

The bull undoubtedly thinks that by inseminating my wife, he has totally humiliated me, and that I am  pathetic cuckold who can't satisfy his wife's sexual needs.

He would be right.